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| 12:26pm 17/05/2005 |
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mood:  awake music: team dresch
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hell-O world.
Well, once again it has been forever since I have updated. I finally have a steady job, and yes, oh my god, it is a desk job. Yes, I have my own desk...and business cards even!!!! wooooweee.
Okay, enough nerrd talk..I have been busy busting my ass at work, but I have had a few awesome experiences:
1. Maroon 5 concert= The crowd was all preppy college kids in high heels and fake tans, but I had a blast so fuck it. -->COLLEEN: That one song reminded me of you so much!!!! I remember when you were trying to tell me that you liked a song that they sang but you couldn't figure out the lyrics. I'm sorry I keep missing your caLLS! Give me more phone sex!!!!!!!!!
2. GREENDAY CONCERT= The raddest experience, I don't give a shit if anyone thinks Greenday has sold out, fuck what you heard, this was orgasmic. I only wish my friend Jackie Marzan had been there with me; if there is one person who has lived and breathed Greenday since I knew her, (which was since i was 11) it is her. She deserved to be there more than ANYONE I know. I miss you chuck. And Billy jo wants your body. AND...My chemical romance opened for them so I was absolutely elated.
3. I am going to see Dave Matthews this summer.
U2 is coming in October, but I fear that the concert is sold out and that makes me want to peepee myself because I adore U2 and Bono and I need to make out. ;)
So that is my happiness, and my life other than is great. Rabbit and I are happy as hell and I have a new hamster named Hannibal.
My Husky puppy, Zorro, no longer looks like a puppy. He looks like a black and white lion and he still eats cat shit. doodoo eater.
I'm still the same, my hair is longer, but I'll never change. I'll never grow up. Don't let the business suit fool you.
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| 11:59am 03/03/2005 |
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mood:  cynical music: tv
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oh my gawd so much shit has gone down since, like the past couple of weeks and it has really made me rethink some of my family members, actually just one in particular. Although I never judge tose for their choice of lifstyle and personal business, somehow people always are ready and willing to tell me how shitty they think I am doing when I feel that my life is headed in a fine direction. So fuck all the naysayers and fucked up bullshitters.
Soooooo, I start working at the mall next week because I'm a loser and there's no demand for bachelor psych degrees.
Other than that, nothing else fun.
Bleh. |
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| 02:13pm 18/02/2005 |
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mood:  blah music: emily's sassy lime
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I got my PA liscense today. WOOHOO!
Now all I need is a car to go with it.
I was so excited upon my recieving a free car snow scraper from Best Western until I realized I didn't have a fucking car. Oh jo. The apple juice is taking its toll.
Anyhoo, I need a job. I am so tired of sitting around waiting for people to call me about my resume. Rabbit told me that the average time it takes for a college graduate to get hired is six months. SIX MONTHS!!.
I need money to support my Ebay addiction. I also need to pay my bills. (HA! Priorities.)
Oh well.
I'm still alive and kicking and incredibly woozy on cough syrup.
Oh the joys of having a cold in winter.
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| 05:09pm 29/01/2005 |
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mood:  calm
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Well, I'm here in South Carolina and now my stay is almost over. I had to take care of my Dad's aunt while her husband had a knee replaced. These people are so sweet. Mary is almost 90 and Bill is 81, so it has been an interesting experience.
My uncle and his mother leave tomorrow back to good old PA. woohoo!
I miss my Rabbit and I can't stand another day without him. Anyhoo, I'm glad to be getting home.
Alright, enough for now i guess. I wanna go home so damn bad.
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| 02:15pm 16/01/2005 |
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mood:  apathetic
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Greetings world, from pittsburgh pa, I'm here and I'm happy and freezing my Filipino ass off.
I live in my aunt's attic and my room rools.
Maybe if I ever make friends here they can come and see it. LOL.
I hardly know anyone here and my friends that I do know LOVE to make plans and bail.
So, anyway, I'm watching Edward Scissorhands with my cousin and I must have forgotten how adorable this movieis because I fell in love with it all over again.
Oh well, not much exciting going on, so I shall write more when the urge comes upon me.
muah. |
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| 11:47pm 20/09/2004 |
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mood:  awake music: spirited away playing on my wee little tv
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So today it rained and fucking poured and it was the one day that I actually came dressed and prepared for hot weather. Go figure.
Tomorrow I will be armed and ready with my Powerpuff girl umbrella thats way too tiny for my big ass, but I insist on using it anyway.
lol.
Today was one of those ho-hum days, on account of the crap weather. I'm totally craving sushi for some reason, and something really spicy and sour.
Me hungee. |
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| 09:14pm 19/09/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Aqua Teen Hunger Force theme song
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Thank you dark_bird for letting me steal this.
I saw Daniel at the mall, poor guy, he had his finger in a band-aid and I think he said he almost had diabetes? lol.
Oh well. I have a cold or a bug or something, and all I can think about is the *rabbit*.
Hey *rabbit*, I'm missing you like crazy yo.
I wanna get outta here now. *sniff* |
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| 11:21pm 13/09/2004 |
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mood:  content music: the Smiths
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today my mom bought me bras and the 5th season of Sex and the City.
RAD.
Now I will have bigger boobies and I can watch other women have fun sex lives. |
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| 10:28pm 09/09/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: radiohead
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so oh my gawd its been like fucking 30 years since I have updated, I know I know, I'm a loser and all I do is school-related stuff.
Actually, all I ever do is read! I hope my IQ has increased by some drastic degree because I should be a goddam genius with increased brain diameterdue to all my literary intake.
whew. And I'm spent.
I feel confident enough that it was a valid rant to post, so thpppt.
Otherwise, life has been quite uneventful. I only work wednesdays because of school. I always have to watch my 7 year-old nephew, whom I am totally strict with. He just recently said "I love you" to me when I tucked him into bed, which I thought adorable and ODD, since he never says that to me. He's a cute kid anyhow, he's come along way.
so YEAH, I'm officially graduating this semester. I know I have been allegedly supposed to graduate for like, the last two semesters, but this time its REAL. Yours truly, jO the spastic twitch that I am is going to have a bachelor's degree in Psychology with a minor in Women and Gender studies. YEEEEYUH. WOOT WOOT. Tell me that is not fucking gansta' as shit! haha. Fo sheezy. I'm so thug.
Well, I cut my bangs again, (I did them myself so naturally they're crooked), but I think that I have had crooked bangs for so long that it has just become my little thing. Jo with the crooked bangs and the hot pink bag with nipples on it. **(COLLEEN YOU HAVE TO SEE MY BAG ITS SO COOL, yet so nippley that its almost disturbing.)**
So, I'm taking a Feminist Art history course and IT FUCKING rawks your CACK. And yes, I did spell it C-A-C-K. It sounds way funnier that way.
anyway, tonight we were going over Artemisia Gentilschi and her Judith slaying Holofernes. I adore that painting. I wish I could have it somehow screened onto a hoodie or something. Can someone do that for me? I'll pay you, and I'll hump your leg and call you either 'Trudy' or 'Bertha', depending.
Aright mah neezies. I have to finish reading for class tomorrow.
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| 08:35pm 20/08/2004 |
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mood:  content music: joy division
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Today was an alright day. I bought my school books, went to class, had lunch with Jules, and then went and saw the shrinky dink.
Its all good in the hood though, I've been off my meds for quite some time and so far so good.
I wore a dress and fishnets today and some guy whistled. So I shot him. YEAH RIGHT. I wish.
Actually I just drop-kicked him.
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| 08:53pm 28/07/2004 |
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Angrypuff00: you know, it really turns me on when i have my left nostril licked.
Angrypuff00: but only the left one MrWiggles53184: really?
MrWiggles53184: that's kinda weird
Angrypuff00: BUHAHAHA Angrypuff00: NO
Angrypuff00: actually its the right nostril.
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| 09:45am 28/07/2004 |
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hidy ho people! I am back and ready to divulge on my very intense-fuzzy-cool summer. Okay, I will have to do it later though because I must make the wee wee.
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| 11:49pm 23/05/2004 |
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oh man I am so stoked on getting the hell off this rock, you have no idea. I am such a big nerrd and I'm counting down the days, [literally crossing out days on my fridge calendar...] i wanna go now!!
me and rockit spent the night at the Hilton, cause his dad got a free room...and woohoo! It was super cool, except I kept coughing cause the room was too damn cold. It was so nice waking up with him, though. It made me realize how much i love that punk. <3
I haven't really been doing anything productive since school ended, I'm just so glad that its summer and I can have a fuckin rad time with my family in the burgh'. |
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| 01:04am 21/05/2004 |
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so, i have a terrible sars-like cough and i think its from my mom's lasagna, not civet cats.
anyhoo, I am going off island this summer and I am happier than you know!
sooo....LOLLIRAZOR, look out babe, I'm coming to the big P.A. to rock your world and smoke your crazy cigarettes.
I love everybody right now because my cough medicine has codeine in it YAy! |
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| 09:40pm 29/03/2004 |
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So, i have had the runs for the past few days. I have got to quit smoking. My immune system needs to be nicotine free so i can do things like NOT SHIT ALL LONG AND ALWAYS GET THE FLU WHEN ITS GOING AROUND.
This sucks.
Colleen is feeling better! I'm so happy! <33 I was so worried about her. And oh yeah, Colleen and Ren, I'm sorry I didn't make it on Friday. I drank with my Dad at this Japanese Ship reception thingy on Big navy and my Dad didn't want me to drive. We all have to hang out eventually. I want this semester to be over so i can spend time with my friends.
So, I'm offically off the HRW team, and dude whatever. It's all about savin' the drama fo yo MAMA. Let's not get into that shite. Big nasty mess deserving of someone getting a fat kick in the teeth.
Blah bloo poo.
I don't know why it seems like whenever I try to write something productive or try to articulate myself, I just end up sounding like "wonk wonk wonk wonk".
Okay, my mom is watching "The Residents" on the learning channel and its really fucking depressing because people are dying from intestinal leaks, and damn. What a shitty way to die.
I can see it now:
"If it wasn't for Jo's intestinal leakage, she would have led a long and fruitful life...Let's make a toast to colostomy bags everyone.....".
Well, that could be fun. I could eat baby food without being judged...I'd be like, "hey sucka, give me my mush.."
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| 10:36pm 11/03/2004 |
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why the fuck do I waste my time doing things for the person whom I care for the most who doesnt giving a flying shit if I swallow shards of glass and shit them out of mh fucking eyeballs??
Its like, god, you're here again?
I told Colleen that I made plans with him and what the fuck, he doesn't even really want me around. Like I'm a fucking waste of space to be dealt with.
I'm so pissed you don't even know. I suppose I should be telling him all this, but I would probably get some stupid elitist retort like "I don't need this right now, you're getting in the way of my perfect grad school plans, and the fact that you have a piercing in your face is an embarassment to me and your feminist bullshit prevents me from having enjoyable orgasms and you like to hold my hand in public and it took me a fucking year to finally not be ashamed of calling you my girlfriend, and the fact that you are not Korean totally goes against my whole fucking existence and you dont like to pull all-nighters every fucking day of the week doing homework so you're not smart enough, hot enough or asian enough to be with me."
A big "fuck you" to the most cherished person in my life.
You really know how to make me feel obsolete in every fucking way possible.
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| 12:36am 11/03/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: the sound of my loud, noxious gas emission.
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ok my cat just bit me in the face.
I keep calling johnny but he isn't answering his phone. I think it is because I smell funny;I cannot stop farting.
Its actually pretty amusing.
I know I should be doing something semi-productive right now, but I have some spare time so I damn well plan to enjoy it.
I have my period. Which means that I cannot partake in any sexual activity, because it would be really gross because there is blood coming out of the crack in me lower extremities.
I'm in such a weird mood. I miss Colleen. I miss Shar. I saw Chuck today! She was wearing this cute Panda shirt and I wanted to hump her leg. I want to hang out with Ren. I have yet to meet this girl and she told Colleen to give me some of her clothes, what a sweetie. <3
Okay, so what the shit is up with this Passion of Christ hype? Everyone knows what happened to the guy, he got totured and then crucified. Now, all of a sudden Mel Gibson makes a movie about him and holy shit, Jesus is the coolest new interest. I'll be on the lookout for his action figure complete with crucifix and crown of thorns.
Our world is fucking ridiculous.
Anyhoo, enough ranting about how Mel Gibson is a dicktard and now he's gonna make even more money that he doesn't need by making a bloodier than most documentaries-on-the-Discovery-channel Jesus film.
time to go change my pad.
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| 02:44am 28/02/2004 |
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mood:  hungry music: the sound of my cat meowing b/c she wants to catch a moth
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So, the Human Rights Watch Crew officially screened the first film for the 2nd Annual Festival tonight.
I enjoyed it, but it was a super indie film, and I think we had to stop and realize that we weren't in GPO.
I really enjoyed it, it gave me some valid insight as to what life in the Palestinian territories is like. However, it had some really random moments where I had no clue what was going on. I would have much preferred a documentary over a drama, in this case anyway.
Sunday, after I help out for Vagina Monologues stuff, we are screening more films. Goddam, I have so much to do that its hindering my weekend enjoyment.
Colleen visited me today, that was definitely a highlight. She looked like a little snow princess in knitted red beanie-too cute. That girl is like my life coach. I am totally clueless as to what is cool and this girl just knows exactly what is. I go through some bizarre life crises and she knows how to help. She reminds me to take my ritalin! And I definitely need to be reminded. ALOT.
She showed me how to correctly apply makeup the other day,can we say ENLIGHTENMENT?
I am super clueless. I buy my lipstick from mom and pop stores because they have the colors I like and it only costs a dollar! How neat is that?!
So anyway, I totally sick and hacking up green stuff and feeling miserable, and I go to the store to buy water and coffee and the radio is on in the store, and some newscaster is like "bla bla....two cases of Tuberculosis...bla bla...Quarantine" and I get really scared. I called my dad and told him that I might be tuberculor and he laughs at me and tells me to stop wasting my minutes.
I really wasn't joking though.
It doesn't help that my parents are convinced that I am a hypochondriac that self-diagnoses her acne as cancerous tissue.
Ugh. So now I'm sitting at my dining room table eating....what are these? Dragon Tales Fruit snacks, and I'm feeling totally guilty because they are my seven-year-old nephews'.
whatever. I'm convinced he's from another planet because he told me that he likes vegetables more than fruit. I'm just waiting to wake up finding him anally probing my parents after he has grown three more eyeballs.
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| 08:21pm 26/02/2004 |
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mood:  restless
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i feel like poo poo pee pee. |
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